*This article was originally posted in April of 2013
Every Day is a Marathon
by Abbey Algiers
The day started out like any other marathon day. I woke up early, after sleeping maybe a total of 20 minutes. Fumbling around my hotel room, I pinned my race number to my shirt, got dressed, ate a little something, and packed clothes in my gear bag to wear after the run. All normal pre-run preparations that I'd done many times before and could do in my sleep, which it actually felt like I was sleeping since my friend and I left our room at 5:15 a.m. As we made our way to the subway, buses, and finally the Athlete's Village, we were anxious to run. We had both worked hard and waited a long time to get to this event.
We had about three hours until the start of the race when we finally got to the Athlete’s Village. This time was spent resting, standing in line for the porta potties, eating, getting back in line for the porta potties, and discussing the ups and downs of our training that led us to that day. Again, all part of our normal pre-race routine.
The only thing that wasn’t normal about the start of this race was that it was the pinnacle of all marathons, the Boston Marathon. For runners, the Boston Marathon is the marathon of a lifetime. Running Boston back in 2010 was the realization of a lifelong goal; being able to run it again this year was equally as meaningful. This time, I wanted to soak in the crowds and savor every step of the journey. Knowing how fast an event like this can pass, and that a return isn’t always guaranteed, I wanted to stamp the moment in time; I wanted to fully appreciate the fact that I was there, and enjoy the run to its fullest. As I made my way to the start line, I tried to take it all in- the gorgeous blue sky, the runners from all over the world, the spectators, and the wonderful volunteers. I was determined to have the best run possible, hopefully running fast enough to re-qualify.
The first two miles were a little dicey, as I was sure I had a sudden onset of a leg injury that would sideline me for the rest of the race. However, at mile three, the phantom pain in my right thigh went away. Things were looking up- my body seemed to be cooperating with me, and miles 4-6 went by quickly. The spectators were excellent, and the music in each town we passed propelled me forward. It looked like I would at least have success in enjoying the run, regardless of my time. At around mile 7, while I was busy running in my "happy place," my friend made a declaration.
"This isn't my day. Not feelin’ it."
Since pronouncing how good one feels to a fellow runner who's suffering is not only annoying, but also a risky maneuver during a marathon, I played my cards carefully. I simply responded, "Oh, that’s a bummer. Sorry." I continued on next to her, hoping she’d start to feel it.
This was probably a wise move, because as is the case in many marathons, a good run can suddenly go south for a number of reasons. This happened to me around mile 14, when various parts of my body took turns breaking down, taking me far away from the "happy place" I had earlier experienced.
As my pace continued to slow, I knew my dreams of re-qualifying were over. However, I desperately wanted to continue to appreciate the fact I was running in Boston. I scanned the crowd, high-fived kids along the route, smiled at the fans who made eye contact. I was determined to make my positive attitude override the aches and pain the run was causing.
But, let’s face it… I'd be lying if I said that Pollyanna jumped into my body and took over the run. That just doesn't happen in a marathon when one's body is pleading to stop. The truth is, when the body reaches a certain point, the fact that one is running the Boston Marathon loses its luster a bit; surroundings become secondary to survival. So, even though this was Boston... I adopted an attitude that was completely on pace with all of the marathons I've run in my life. I retreated to my “please God, just let me finish” place.
This is a place that most runners go at least once during any given marathon. We all know that no matter how well trained we come to each marathon, that a finish is never guaranteed. Yet, I knew deep down that though it seemed like the end would never arrive, it would. At some point during my misery, my friend realized I "wasn't feeling it" either and suggested that we just relax and finish together. With this in mind, we proceeded as a unit, making it to miles 20, 21, 22... WHERE was 23? ... then 23, 24, and 25, where both of us would later declare we had secretly wanted to start walking.
Next came 26 and the famous "right on Hereford left on Boylston" turn that signifies the end is truly in sight. On that final stretch, we felt our aches disappear as we ran down the spectator-lined street; their cheers propelling us to the finish. With pride and relief, we crossed the finish line and were greeted by medics who evaluated us for dehydration or other problems. Appearing fine, we were corralled through to the nearby water station.
That water station marked the point at which things officially stopped being normal.
As I took a sip, a loud, deafening boom came from the finish line behind us. Dumbfounded, I thought it was a canon or fireworks, perhaps a demonstration for Patriot’s Day. We looked in the direction of the noise and saw a large cloud of smoke rise into the sky. Visions of 9/11 popped in my head. But no- this couldn't be happening. This was a marathon. The Boston Marathon. It couldn’t be anything like that.
Another blast sounded, and we knew the first had not been an accident. Suddenly everything predictable about the day- including the assumption that things would end alright- was taken out of the equation. What happened next remains etched in my mind as if it were a dream, or a Bruce Willis Armageddon sequel. My friend and I were moving in slow motion, looking first at each other, then at the people around us. Everyone’s expression was exactly the same- that of fear and terror and absolute uncertainty. We had no idea of what had happened or what could happen. All we knew was that we were in the middle of something and needed to get out.
Really, our predicament couldn’t have been more dramatic or ironic. After running for 4 hours, we were tired, dazed, and cold. Now, with sirens, screams, smoke, and police telling us to simply run (perhaps the most ironic part of the day)… we added shocked and helpless to the mix.
My friend and I made a quick decision to separate and get our gear bags- wanting our phones/lifelines more than anything. While waiting for my gear bag, I again thought about the footage I’d watched after 9/11. I remembered hearing that all the people in the planes and buildings had wanted to do was tell their families and friends that they loved them. This was the most important thing. At that moment, not knowing that there were only those two bombs, our phones were our only link to our loved ones.
Looking back, I have no idea how much time had passed between the bombs going off and my friend and I getting to safety. All I remember is that I got my bag before my friend got hers. While waiting for her, a large crowd came rushing in my direction. Police were herding us out of the area, as if something else were about to happen. I frantically searched the approaching crowd for my friend, giving me a vantage that allowed me to again take in the expressions of my fellow runners.
Panic and fear were all I saw.
Minutes later, my friend approached me, and we ran to a nearby park where runners were making calls and crying. Sirens around us increased, reminding us that though we were “safe” in a park, we were far from out of danger. After texting and calling our families and friends, we put on the dry clothes we had packed earlier that morning in anticipation of needing to warm up after the run, but never imagining the scene we would be in the midst of.
Now in dry clothes, with calls made, we knew we had to get out of the city. We had taken the subway there, so it seemed like the only way out. However, the subway was the last place I wanted to go in a city under siege.
Soon we’d find out it had been shut down, offering the second ironic possibility that we’d have to perhaps walk 5 miles to safety. Yet, at that point I wasn’t tired, as adrenaline was in full force. Luckily for us, our “miracle cab driver” then came on the scene and took us to safety where we warmed up, sat down for the first time, made more calls, and tried to process everything that had just happened.
Grateful to be alive and so sorry for the victims of the tragedy and their families, the Boston Marathon is now more than ever “the marathon of a lifetime” to me. Crossing the finish line that day and completing the 26.2 miles taught me that it’s possible to accomplish dreams, even when so many times along the way it feels as though we won’t. However, what happened after I crossed the finish line taught me a much deeper lesson- every day we are on this planet is a marathon. We wake up each morning sort of taking for granted that we’ll repeat the same process the next day, and the next. Each day, we know there will be glitches and challenges, but we always expect the finish line to be on the horizon. Yet, in the backs of our minds we all know that just as there are no guarantees that we’ll finish a marathon, there are no guarantees in life. Every one of us will start one day and not finish it. That is the reality of life.
So, friends, as you go through each day’s marathon never forget that each day truly is a gift, a bonus guaranteed to no one. It’s not the outcome of the race that’s important, what’s important is that we do our very best to appreciate it, and not take any part of it for granted. From the fans cheering us on to the support we get when we need it the most, every moment is important. And perhaps most important of all… don’t wait until the finish line to tell your fans how much they mean to you. High-five them every step of the way.